Anxiety in Early 20s

I just realised that these months i've been anxious about what the future might be. Like, i wonder what job i'm gonna take, where will it be, what kind of business and personal relationship i'm gonna involve in, will i take master program in two years from now, what will i be...

A friend of mine told me about a year ago about being changed and about the plans he had not got when he was doing his thesis. I actually didn't understand. All i knew was just i had that big picture of my plans. But now, i am starting to ask, will it work?

I remember when Tyas told me about her anxiety of the future. Well, i told her that i had been anxious too but then i like had no idea about it and chose to not care about it anymore. When actually i still do care about it until now.

Well, until now i don't know what should i do in life, who i actually am, which job i want to take or even love. Kimel told me that when you want to know that, you cannot just sit and think, but you have to make some trials and errors, which seem frightening somehow. But you cannot have some new experience if you just sit comfortably right?

Just when i thought about these, Tyas gave me this on facebook: http://thoughtcatalog.com/2013/31-great-quotes-about-being-in-your-20s/
And here's my comment after i read the article:
"hahaha love it, yas! for me, it's like you want to try things due to having some "trial and error" stuff, but sometimes you're scared but they're too exciting for you to let them go. i don't know, maybe for me it's a way to know my self better."

Hahaha.. It's like sometimes i want to turn back time, wish i never did this and that, instead, i did that and this and kinda stuff. There's many things i want to reach. It's like i have to have many things to make my life have the best quality. I have reached some goals, there was a point when i didn't know what my goal after that. But it turned out i have these new goals and i have to make it happen. Oh how i want to sleep and awake when 2013 has passed. Or when i already have my master and my job has settled. But you know, i will miss the exciting and angst-ridden moments. It's funny that i hate drama but when i get bored, i make my own drama.

Oh life, how you make me breathless!

But well, you know, when i am being attacked with excessive anxiety, it's always nice to have somebody. At least i know that i am not alone who thinks about this.